but well, i cannot say that i could still go online as much as i want to because of certain factors which i would not elaborate further.
but amidst everything, am back!
a little older, and maybe quite wiser.
its hard,it really iz. i miss my mom terribly. its only now i could really (and i mean REALLY) appreciate evrything she has done for me and for our family.
I've said this before and am gonna say it again.I've accepted everything. sometimes it ticks me off when people would still ask me how am i. yeah i know they are concerned but to ask me everyday about it? ang kulit naman!
but amidst everything, am back!
a little older, and maybe quite wiser.
its hard,it really iz. i miss my mom terribly. its only now i could really (and i mean REALLY) appreciate evrything she has done for me and for our family.
I've said this before and am gonna say it again.I've accepted everything. sometimes it ticks me off when people would still ask me how am i. yeah i know they are concerned but to ask me everyday about it? ang kulit naman!
and if u know me, i mean really know me...you should remember dat i've nver been the most vocal about things and i want to deal about certain things on my own...
so basically, everything is almost back to normal.
am planning to start hunting for a job already and my social lyf is almost back on track again.
i mean, i get to go out now more often and i get to smile honestly again.
they say i lost a lot of weight,and of course am happy about it! hehehe...ciempre sexy na ako!
so basically, everything is almost back to normal.
am planning to start hunting for a job already and my social lyf is almost back on track again.
i mean, i get to go out now more often and i get to smile honestly again.
they say i lost a lot of weight,and of course am happy about it! hehehe...ciempre sexy na ako!
sometimes i think that its quite weird coz i think i look better now, got more confidence (not that am really lacking on that department...hehehe...makapal muka ku eh..) and more at peace. maybe it juz really reflects on my face and attitude that am really at peace. i think its because i learned a lot when mom passed away. i had a different look at life and how short it is for mere mortals like us.
oh, and did i mention that am in love nowadays?
ok...fine....i finally admit it...
hehehe....
but am gonna juz be selfish for a little bit longer and savor its wonderful feeling for myself....
oh, and did i mention that am in love nowadays?
ok...fine....i finally admit it...
hehehe....
but am gonna juz be selfish for a little bit longer and savor its wonderful feeling for myself....
